Haunting last video of Isaac Kappy shows tragic Terminator actor rambling for an hour about 'giving in to the darkness' days before suicide
A HAUNTING last video of Isaac Kappy shows him rambling for an hour about "giving in to the darkness" days before his suspected suicide.
In the video, the tragic Terminator actor talks about letting darkness "consume" him and referred to himself as a "bad guy".
Although the video doesn't include Kappy explicitly planning to kill himself, it does show the actor's troubled mind not long before his death.
He is believed to have posted it online on Friday but it is not clear where the video surfaced first.
In the video he can be heard repeatedly saying: "I let the darkness consume me."
He also refers to a "really stupid, cynical, heavy decision" that he made recently
He said: "I didn't spend enough time nurturing the light and love within me.
"I let down some really great people and it was my desire to serve these people but that desire was not born out of a love that is pure."
At the end, the late actor said: "Guys, once I found out about pizza gate I was literally, I put thousands of hours into this, thousands of hours, but what happened? I became so focused with the externalisations of evil that i did not find the evil within and focus on the light.
"Maybe I'll be back later. I love you. Take care, OK."
Kappy's sudden death comes after his cryptic last Instagram post in which the Thor actor said "it's too late for me" as he begged forgiveness for mystery "transgressions".
Police suspect he threw himself off a bridge over Interstate 40 near Bellmont, Arizona, before being hit by a car.
His death comes after he wrote a morbid post on Instagram two days ago discussing "stark revelations about my character".
CRYPTIC LAST POST
The Thor actor tore into himself with the words: "I HAVE NOT been a good guy.
"I have betrayed MANY people and much trust. I have sold drugs. I have tax delinquencies. I have debts.
"I have abused my body with cigarettes, drugs and alcohol."
He continued: "And while it's true I have spent many, many hours of research and disseminating information about bad actors, I have had SO LITTLE CARE for my introspection of MY OWN actions.
"Q says they give people enough rope to hang themselves, and I have hung myself.
"To Jesus, I am sorry I have betrayed you AGAIN.
"This time the shoe is on the other foot though, and I am happy the earth shall see THE JUSTICE it has waited so long for."
The 42-year-old also apologised to US President Donald Trump and Jesus for "betraying" them in the rambling post.
His unaddressed note ended with: "This lesson has come too late for me, but perhaps it can inspire you.
"I will be using the remainder of my time on earth to atone for my transgressions, and to seek the light within, in others and myself."
Kappy made headlines last year for allegedly threatening Paris Jackson and Seth Green.
The actor was also accused of assault against Michael Jackson's daughter after he allegedly "choked her during a game night party", TMZ claimed.
TMZ reported that "several bystanders tried physically restraining Kappy from jumping but failed to hold him".
Arizona Department of Public Safety spokesman Bart Graves told People: "On May 13, 2019 at 7.26am, troopers were called to Interstate 40 eastbound at Transwestern Road for a subject who forced himself off the Transwestern Road bridge onto Interstate 40.
"He was then struck by a passing car. The man has been identified as 42-year-old Issac Kappy of Albuquerque, NM.
"Mr Kappy died on-scene."
Graves said the incident was being investigated as a suicide.
YOU'RE NOT ALONE
EVERY 90 minutes in the UK a life is lost to suicide.
It doesn't discriminate, touching the lives of people in every corner of society – from the homeless and unemployed to builders and doctors, reality stars and footballers.
It's the biggest killer of people under the age of 35, more deadly than cancer and car crashes.
And men are three times more likely to take their own life than women.
Yet it's rarely spoken of, a taboo that threatens to continue its deadly rampage unless we all stop and take notice, now.
That is why The Sun launched the You're Not Alone campaign.
The aim is that by sharing practical advice, raising awareness and breaking down the barriers people face when talking about their mental health, we can all do our bit to help save lives.
Let's all vow to ask for help when we need it, and listen out for others… You're Not Alone.
If you, or anyone you know, needs help dealing with mental health problems, the following organisations provide support:
- CALM, www.thecalmzone.net, 0800 585 858
- Heads Together, www.headstogether.org.uk
- Mind, www.mind.org.uk, 0300 123 3393
- Papyrus, www.papyrus-uk.org, 0800 068 41 41
- Samaritans, www.samaritans.org, 116 123
Kappy was reportedly being investigated by Los Angeles Police Department for threatening Paris and other celebrities.
The King of Pop's daughter moved out of her home and increased her security in the wake of the allegations.
Kappy also reportedly accused Seth Green of being paedophile in video shared online in July last year.
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